在生命之海中前進 Moving forwards in the ocean of life (with English)
These two days, I felt especially tired, because some not-really-big event, along with the ‘returning chill”weather, accidentally triggered my inner subtle darkness and self-doubt. I had to struggle really hard getting out of bed and felt like falling again soon after I was up. However, I was not particularly panic. Just tried to be aware of the darkness, and love this not-so-lovable self. I allowed myself to be lazy whenever I felt like it, but still bucked up and did whatever needed to be done...
This afternoon my assistant and I were going around all over the place in the area of my power place searching a place for fire ceremony. We rode and marched between the fields, orchards, and fish farms, and I was actually in good spirits all along the way! It turned out that unknowingly, I was already healed by the nature. With a chance meeting with this piece of sunflower land at sunset, I was practically as happy as a clam...
Our falls and healings in life often just happen unexpectedly. The falls are not necessarily concerned with anything important, and healings don’t have to be "tracing down to the roots". If we simply go with the flow and keep moving forward with love and awareness, through the challenges one after another, not only won't we be turned over, we'll be able to enjoy the waves of life ocean more and more.
(translated by Marga and Shamba)